Mae’s first night without boobie juice…

Tonight is the first night Mae fell asleep without latching on. Yes, at 3yo, Mae still needs to latch to sleep.

She did not fuss.

Brought her to get her filling done earlier today and dentist advised us to stop night feeding. This is not her first time getting filling already. Probably 3rd or 4th time?

The cavities were getting too bad this time and there were ‘drilling’ involved. She was controlling her tear and I could feel her trembling a little as I sat her on me during the process.

This is the before pic. Quite bad right. 😢

She asked for boobie juice at first and promised to drink water after that. I said ok and she really sucked for just a little while and quickly went to drink some water. I then scratched her back, patted her, hugged her.. she was tossing and turning.. kept kissing me and telling me “I love you”. I explained to her that I know this is hard for us but it’s time to take care of her teeth cos dentist said if the cavities gets worse, she might need to remove it.

Or do root canal.

Like… WHAT?!!

Took her some time to fall asleep but I’m glad there’s no tears involved. She seemed to understand the whole situation. I told her she can drink tomorrow morning when she wakes up.

Part of me really wants to wean her off cos y’know.. she’s really big girl now and I need my boobs back 😒 But part of me feel sad if we end this special bonding between us. (Only bf moms will understand)

Let’s see how she’ll progress from here…

Omg it just feels like my daughter is getting married lol!!! Her birthday is still a week away and I've been preparing for like weeks or probably 1-2 months ago 😂 super kiasu! And it's not like any big celebration or whatever.. just a simple candle blowing in school 😂

Why oh why…..

But I really enjoy prepping for parties la… decor, cake, party packs and all. After Mae's I think I can start prepping for Cayden's in Oct 😅

Insisted to wear this dress to nursery today even it's still tad big on her. Went to choose her own bracelet and told me they matches when she caught me staring at her from afar… 😂

And this poor boy… down with fever so staying home today!

Any #ezbuy my sifus here?

Tried placing my first order the other day and I took up the 5days trial for prime membership. By right the shipping should be RM8.8 flat right?

ETA shown 3/7 but I haven't receive anything.. are there any steps I missed? Items will b delivered to doorstep right?

Am I supposed to get an overseas address? 😱

Sent some items for Tzu Chi donation Centre in the morning. Some clothing and toys.. feel so good to make more space at home!

Found this in Mae's party pack from school! OMG!! What are those parents thinking???? Who put these China-made sweets in 3yo party pack?!!! I am mad angry!!! 😡😡😡😡

Mae took this pic for us during lunch! Nubbad wor…..

Clearing a lot of baby items!

Fisherprice amazing Choo-Choo train RM80

Skiphop monkey Safety Harness Rm50

New label-label comfort blankie RM35

Sailorgirl Romper RM20

Next U.K. Bathrobe RM60

Carters set RM40

And a lot more! Check them out at…

Carousell.com/beingcryst

Been raining since last night… it feels like monsoon is here again…

Took a picture last night to show Cayden how horrible he sleeps at night. How he just couldn't sleep nicely instead of turning and tossing and kicking. Few times his leg landed on my face and it hurt goddamn much.

Kids exercising early in the morning. Mae is in that 'bye' tee. Omg her school damn chan compared to those I see here in Dayre. What to do here not much choices. And this school reminds me of my own ex-kindy. It's been operating for 30 over years! Hahaha nostalgic much! Teachers are so experienced here and I'm not worried.

Kids posing for me while waiting for lunch.

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Getting more and more like her mother. 😅

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What kinda face is this? 😅

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When I asked him to pose nicely and show me his handsome face. I wonder where he learn this from…..

Monkey see monkey do!

Someone refused to wake up for school this morning! 😂

Went to get ice cream when the kids still in school so I can eat in peace 😂 then purposely took a pic to show them when they are back! #shitmom hahahahaha

Actually went to the mall to check out new crocs for Cayden cos he's outgrowing the current one. They're having buy 1 free 1 promotion now. Shortlisted a few a took a pic for Cayden to choose. He picked the black and white one. He already has same pair in navy previously.

Picked the kids from school and Mae came back with party pack again. I wanna cry 😭 They both came back with a bag of party pack each yesterday and full of junk food!!! Cayden's had 4 lollipops inside omg where r those parents thinking?? 😓 And so it's my magic time again.. now u see, now u don't! 😏

Went for lunch and this boy damn independent went to order two macarons for himself and Mei Mei… I don't know to laugh or cry 😒

Just confirmed the design for my dry kitchen. Not using grey cos was told the one I picked no longer in production. 😒 I chose champagne acrylic in the end.